Spirit Says, "Wake Up!"😇

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⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️

⚠️Death, Fatalities, Car Accidents, Paranormal⚠️

(Names & places have been changed for the respect & privacy of surviving loved ones)

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On November 14, 2019, in the wee hours of the morning, I was at work, trucking my way back towards northeast Georgia. And as usual, I was nodding in and out of sleep. Then, all of a sudden, I woke right up with the words "Strawberry Shortcake". The name "Susan" repeatedly racing in my mind and in my mouth, I mean to the point where I had to say it out loud so it would stop. That is how spirit speaks to me to get my attention. It is embarrassing. I am appalled at how dissociative I was and can be today; to the point spirit has to repetitively drill words into my mind and mouth. "Susan ok, I get it I hear ya. Susan, wassup, I am up, I'm up!" I said to her out loud. I have no idea where it is coming from, but at this point now I'm wide awake trying to figure this out and no, I have not pulled over. I am still driving.

I am fully aware that I do not know any Susans'. The only Susan I associate with is my coworker's mom, but we haven't spoken in at least two years. So, it does not resonate with her. I wondered if there were ghost stories about this area. And, I have previously experienced deceased loved ones coming to me in ways similar to this. So, I'm not even trippin.... I'm not at all scared.

I Googled the name "Susan", and the highway I was riding on. And my goodness gracious; what popped up was an article titled: "4 Killed in Deadly Wreck on Highway 38." A woman named Susan was one of four killed on mile marker 88. Whoa, I see I am now driving cross mile marker 85. That means I rode past mile marker 88 a few miles back; That was where I woke up! Oh, shit, Ms. Susan woke me up at the exact place where she died!

Ah, also to note, I am running westbound. Susan's SUV was heading east. The other driver was driving west and went across the median, striking Susan's SUV head-on. There were 7 passengers in total: 3 adults, and 4 children. Susan's sister & daughter were 2 of the 3 adults. All 4 kids were Susan's grandchildren. The 3 adults died at the scene. All the little kids survived. And in the other vehicle there was a father and son. The young son also lived, but his father died in the crash.

I just recently decided to share my story for the first time publicly. Respectfully, I felt obligated to contact her family, with a courteous heads-up beforehand. 3 years ago at the time I didn't feel confident enough to reach out. I do not want to impose, or chase people away. I am well aware that everyone deals with trauma differently. I did more research before I contacted her family. I found out that six months prior to their catastrophic accident, Susan's sister had a daughter and a baby who both passed away in a fatal car accident! This story is too heavy man. Have mercy. May the surviving loved ones be protected in an abundance of love, light, comfort and healing energy. May all their souls all be at peace. 🙏🏾

Susan's son told me all three ladies had been spending more time together than usual. I figured it could have been for moral support, considering the major loss they took just 6 months prior. Remember the words' strawberry shortcake came to me too? Well, I asked her son if that held any significance to him. He said no, but it most certainly could have had something to do with the surviving grandkids.

After reflecting on my interaction with Susan, I recall being a bit shaken up. Not about channeling her. It was the fact that it took that to wake me up; she probably saved my life that night! It made me think (for the umpteenth time 🙄🙃😞) about trucking for a living. Every day of the week I am waking up just in time escaping tragedy, from falling asleep. I know my spirit guides are literally tired of me! I regularly witness semi-trucks totaled on the highways, by-ways, all sides of the street. After 11 years of driving, it is never an easy sight to see. So, what is the message behind it? I need to leave trucking completely? Don't even become an owner operator. Quit the entire industry? Focus on spirituality. Strengthen my mediumistic, psychic, and healing, abilities. Is that what the future has in store for me?

A brotha has bills, and an expensive taste of embarking in luxury; so, what about MONEY?!

I cannot see myself retiring from trucking without financial security. I want reliable streams of passive income; I need certainty served fresh with stability. Jumping into spirituality full-time as a beginner? That doesn't sound logical to me. I can't believe I've had thoughts and dreams of going back to selling weed. 😆 Good grief, I even had a few recurring dreams of starting over again at Pepsi. 🙅🏾‍♂️🤦🏾‍♂️

Seriously, I have to gracefully bow out of trucking before an unfortunate disaster forces me to leave. Thanks to all my guardian angels, ancestors, ascended masters, the divine spirit for all of your guidance, grace and mercy. Special shoutout to "Susan" for talking me out of my sleep. Love And Light 😇🙏🏾Namaste

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